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Friday, April 28, 20061:37 PM
...yes once again im here, speechless.. remember there was one time. i was tokin abt a fren. who made me real upset. well.. i've seen tat fren wif my group of frens as well. the group of frens din noe we werent on toking terms. yes each time i tok abt tat fren. i would feel sad, and perhaps cry. but i was so sick of crying tat i told myself i shld stop. cos he doesnt fuk care me. lol.. so when i saw him during certain outing. i duno why, but certain anger and hatred grew in me..so i guess i now hate him for making me feel so low and so weak last time.-yes i wanted things to be settled. i tried to approach to him and speak and stuff. but things failed. instead of raising up high hopes, my morale dropped to the bottom of the ocean. i was lost for a certain period. and hes not my bf. only a fren. a fren whom i cherish quite lots. lol im so weak. even a fren can bring me down.-i din go school today. cos was pretty tired. i got used to life being wifout him, being happy. dun worry tat guy is not kelvin lol. ya being happy wifout even tinking abt him. and den i receive an email from him. jus this morning at 6am. he said its abt time tat he shld tell me more abt wad happened in the past. he wanted to meet me up in person to speak. for tat moment. i froze. tears jus started flowing like how it is flowing now. i hate him dont i? why am i crying? why am i feeling like this. im really confused as to meet him or not. bcos.. when he wasnt in the mood to get things rite wif me, he hurt me. but when hes in the mood to get things rite, den he come looking for me.-but as far as i noe.. even if this is solved. things would nv be the same again. we wouldnt have the fun we used to have. i've been trying to avoiding meeting him and the rest of the gang. tats why recently when they ask me out, i would most of the time say no. for a moment like now, im lost. to meet him just bcos he wana clear things out? wad abt the pain i went thru. whos going to make it up for me? if u ask me if i hate him, no i dun. but i dun undersatnd why tat day when i met him, i felt anger.-but i noe. if i go to aussie next yr. or the for rest of my life, there would be a burden on my head. a burden tat is not solved. which is this frenship. i dun wana carry this weight of burden for the rest of my life, but.. lol i dun tink he would tink much of this as a weight of burden as i wasnt tat impt to him. i was just a fren. but he din noe tat i treated him like an impt fren. a person whom i respect and the person perhaps i see upon. all im afraid is tat.. when i meet him, wad if i start crying.. zzzzzzzz-once bitten twice shy,kalafilochi.
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