mom came back le. dad went china. was a false alarm T_T but it made no diff.. i was playing game last nite. mom couldnt stop scolding me. i told her give me awhile. she 1 sec oso dun give me. jus keep scolding me even though i was on the fone wif my fren. she wanted me to hang up. i did. den she kept preaching for the nex few minutes. i turned to her. i told her "u enuff liao hor. jus now my fren on the line u scold me until so song i oso nv say anything liao. now tell u give me awhile u still continue. u leave me alone can?" ..i really bth. she was really testing my patience. den she came over poke my head. poke until fuking song. slap oso. den i straight away put away sign on my msn. den i stood up. i stared at her and said "WAN AN." den i went my room and lie on the bed. yeah was a rough nite for me. i sms my fren. i ask my fren why i have such farktup parents. sometimes i wonder. my mother really cares for me. or she jus scolds me cos she lost $ in mahjong and needed to throw her temper cos shes a sore loser?
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nvm. woke up today. FUK LOH IM BALDING! dropping lots of hair everyday. at least 30-40 strands. AT LEAST. this afternoon i sit down and see.. walao knn i pull out a total of 20strands. when i bathe.. worse.. i dun wana be bald like mr kuah. its bad BAD!! oh. supposed to meet melissa and steffi at 415pm. but i left house at 430pm xD HEHEHEH took cab there. we went sakae sushi and makan. it was fun cos.. we kept commenting on stuff. heheh den we called for bill. they mark saying we got 6 colour plates. den b4 we go counter and pay, we grabbed another plate and eat den faster run. kakakaka we had many talks. but those were lame toks. abt shopping. cute guys. the usual..
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steffi was like asking me if her skirt is short. i say "ya short. but dun worry it covers ur ass." den i wink at her. den she EHHHHH! hahaha she v funie one. lame oso. den we chiong go watch the 6pm show. V for Vendetta. u noe wad happened after the show? steffi mel and me. we fell in love wif the main actor. but he was wearing a mask thru out. I DUN LIKE THE GIRL! PUI! but ya. mel was like saying ok we share the guy. mel said she take the face! den i say i take the body xD den i tell steffi "u take hes leg!" den mel and i ^5 den steffi was like "ehhhhhhh!" hahaha forever ehhhhhing one. nth better to do.
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den we played pool! only a few matches cos steffi gtg not long after tat. her mom was calling calling and calling. mel went wif her.. it was abt 9pm. den eric was in the building. oh the building is cine leisure lol. so i tot since i noe tat hes here. and he noes tat im here. i might as well jus go and say hi to him, gab and allan. cos they were together at lvl 9 playing cs. so i went.. gab. HAHHAHAH BOTAK xD lol nth much lar. i sat there transfering songs frm eric's fone to my fone. den after tat i go home. i took bus home xD hehehe
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now im back home. many stuff was in my mind when i was taking a shower. like.. why do ppl change? and how come some frenship ended up sour. like eg. kelvin's frenship and mine was v gd. in fact we were v close. but wad happened? see, now we're not even toking. but the thing which was in my mind was nth to do wif kelvin. its my frenship wif another fellow. i do feel sad if i get drifted away from a fren. but this fren. i felt the most sad when i found out like.. he doesnt wana mend the frenship. he gave me a bo chup attitude.. he wasnt the guy i knew.. he was another person when i tok to him tat day.. and tat day was like a month ago?
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lol.. i do feel sad. i nv felt so sad in my entire life. like a month ago. whenever anyone ask me abt him. i would start crying. lol i was tat fragile. a lil words of him would make me cry. tat was how upset i was. but i cant do anything rite? when some ppl wan things this way. even if u try. no matter wad u do. if 1 side doesnt wan it ur way. den u cant do anything.. i felt lifeless for a period of time. it was the most weak side of me. i was nv tat weak. but this fren. lol i got owned by him. ya i do cry for my frens when we are on bad terms. but not to the extent of a week. tat month was a torture to me. i dun hate him for letting me feel so weak and so low. i cant hate him. cos the gd times tat we had make me more gian than to make me hate him. but i noe. some stuff can nv be the same. like they said. good things doesnt last long. well.. i suppose so? sometimes i look at steffi, melissa and harfia. i really thk god i hav them. although i dun tok to harfia everyday. but i noe. no matter wad day. wad time. wad period. whatever it is. she would be always there for me. just a fone call away. no im not making use of her. but sometimes.. i really thk god i found such frens like them. harfia i love u *hugs*
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as for tat fren of mine. i really hope i can turn back time. why he make hes decision on me lidat. was maybe bcos he asked me for dinner i said no. i mean not over a dinner tat he is lidat to me. but i think my answer no made me confirmed hes decision..... wad a fool i had been to listen to others................. i was brainwashed. a lil bit of here and there. i dun wan to get involved in such stuff. i jus wana have fun wif everyone. is it tat hard. life is tat short. so why dont we make it a lively one? ...some questions are not mend for me to ask.
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a tired kala.
