i blogged last nite. but blogger said got error. so my entry wasnt posted.. =( but its ok. i wun repeat last nite's entry cos.... now i dun see the need to lol. anyways. ytd.. i went out with LT members. actually i din wana go. personal reasons. xD den ning keep on pestering me ask me go lar go lar. every 2mins in gb. she would type "kala.. go lei.." -.- on fone oso use this to threaten me. u go i go. kns ! lol in the end i went.
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i sure tio fucked when school reopen. no MC for cross country. die die die!! went down to bugis to meet ning jiejie and dawn korkor. den biebie came down to find us. the rest (rudy,huiping,jo,gab,ts,wuji) were all at kbox. lol i din wana go k box. personal reasons too xD so long nv see rudy. he is just like edward! SOOO CUTEEE! KAKAKAKA so we went seoul garden. but it was full hse there and we din book.. so we went to eat duno wad tian tian steamboat ah? duno wad they were tokin abt. steven was trying to advertise for the steamboat company. lol it was funie.
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den at the steamboat. rudy sat next to me XD he scared of me sia. cos i keep tehing hes neh neh and hit him kakakaka we were sitting in a square. i was at the edge wif rudy. den beside rudy was steven. this 2 fukers -.- i tell the aunty i wan coke. she look at me. up and down and say COKE LIGHT AH? ................cheebye.. i noe i fat but no need lidat rite. make steven and rudy luff so much. especially the stupid steven. den i peel and cook prawn for them. i tot prawn put inside awhile can liao. zzz sian1/2 steven bite one mouth and throw back inside the steam boat. nb! i feel so T_T basket. i hardly cook one loh. cook for them somemore lidat! tmd tmd tmd!
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den rudy and i keep drinking coke. and i keep adding food for rudy to eat. KAKAKAKAKA he v funie when he show the pityful face. den we met dave! 1st time i see dave sia. xD den once dinner was done we went downstairs to alley ther and sit down. i meant i sat down. the rest standing.. smoking ma. nah i din smoke. den dave point at me and say im like ah lian lidat. zzz -.- why ppl always say im like ah lian. I LOOK AND BEHAVE LIKE ONE MEH? zzz i soooo innocent O.O xD
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den many went home. left eric, gab, ts and moi! they play car game. race race here race race there. win here win there. den we head down to marina south. we were trying v hard to catch a cab. knncb so hard to catch cab. we walked like 4streets down and finally managed to find one POSB bank atm. den all withdraw $$. den take cabcabcabcab! i sat in front of cos. why would i wana squeeze myself wif 2 guys behind. the 3 of them were squeezing here and there. noisy bunch of KIDS. lol den reach destination liao.
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see ts play car game again. race race here race race there. waste so much of my time tat my mom and uncle call me and demanded me to go home -.- knncb! no CS zzz i wanted to play cs. but zz SOB. den i catch a cab go home...........
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i wanted to go home touch my hse and call my uncle and den go back and find them again. cos i hardly get the chance to pia so late. but i was reading a letter in the cab on the way home. i jus felt so....weak after reading it. i became v v v v fragile. really. it felt like the longest cab ride home. and the uncle he was driving me to some quiet road with many trees ard. i was afraid. really i was. so late at nite. the only girl alone in the cab. but i couldnt tink abt wad was going to happen. cos after reading the letter. i cried a lil and become so weak. and exhausted. i dun like to feel this way. i hate this type of feeling. especially now.
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and this afternoon.. lol..................... the same thing happened. i mean the same thing happen b4 the letter was given to me. the outings.. the people.. the FUN. to the extend of going the person's hse. -.- dun understand? nvm. i jus wana BLAHHH everything out here. i jus dun get it. wad is this? morning tell me 1 thing. afternoon do anything. wtf is this? its not tat i've given up. but really. i feel like giving up. cos i duno wtf is he trying to do. maybe i read too much into it. but im like tat. this is me. im sorry im not fit to play this game call love.
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a defeated kala