let me tell u a story.. about wad kala did today. in the evening. ESPECIALLY.

ok but 1st. during the afternoon. she went to watch The Longest Yard wif Fadli, Zul and Malvin. den she wanted to go to some Photo Shop to get a passport size foto of herself as her mother wans it. so malvin brings her to tiong baru after the show at Great world. in the bus. she had a fone call. it was from him. she had a rough conversation wif him. cos things are turning rusty. and he doesnt seem to bother anymore. kala felt heart ache the whole time. each time when she says she feels heart pain. she really meant it. she nv ever said it for the sake of saying it. but no one NO ONE will ever noe when shes serious cos everyone takes her lightly. but its ok.

kala hangs up wif that fellow and went to take photo at the foto shop. and she saw the most sacarstic miss leong. she felt sian1/2 as she had to put up a smile. den miss leong went. kala went to take pic. and for the 1st time in her fuking life. she look so haggard in that fuking foto shot. and that foto shot would be pasted on her fuking new passport. so do remember to check our her passport and luff at her alritess? =)

she made a detour ard tiong baru. she wanted the taxi. den she went to the mrt. Z den she walked to the taxi stand and couldnt find any taxi stand and walk walk walk until the mrt again. nvm. she decided to take the mrt. in the mrt. everyone was pushing. her breast was being PRESSED like some pancake. funie? yeah i tot so to. had no mood to cover or protect her own breast. she jus let ppl press. Z nvm. once she got off the stop at Buona Vista mrt. harfia called. she actually yelled at harfia. harfia. kala is sorry. she din mean it. kala might hav hurt u by shouting. but kala really couldnt take it. kala din wana share her prob at that time cos everythign was like hell to her. oh. den kala walked from the mrt to near by ULU pandan CC. near by near by.

she went to BLock 10 to cut hair. can u believe she actually walked there? well. she felt so dead cos she missed the fuking bus 92 rite in front of her fuking face. so she walked. and a car almost knock her down. WHY DOES ALL THE CARS IN THE WORLD LOVES TO ATTK KALA? i simply dont get it. neither does kala. she went to the haircut auntie to cut hair. yes she went back to the chinadoll hairstyle. cos she always believe that each time she cuts her hair. she can either cut away her sorrowness away. or start a new life. for this time round. kala wanted to cut her sorrowness away. she always blames it on her stuff. like eg she has a new bag. and things have not been rather smooth for her. she blames it on her bag. cos its new. affects the "fong shui". kala was jus trying to find an excuse to push the blame to something. cos in that way. she'll feel beta.

den after cutting. kala was walking.. walking walking walking.. and she ended up standing under his hse block. oh no. he din noe.. this was their fone conversation at 8pm
"ehh.. u slpping ah?" -kala
"hmm.." -him
"oh.. jus wanted to say sry abt jus now.."
-silence- -him
"hello?" -kala
"hmm?" -him
"oh. jus wanted to say sry abt jus now. eh u so tired u go slp ba. byebye" -kala
"byebye" -him
i tink he said it very softly.. or maybe din even say.. kala just hang up..
well. he din noe. kala was at hes block downstairs for HALF AN HR. he din noe. kala din wana let him noe either. kala decided not to go skool tml. she wans to run away from reality. i nv tot kala would do that.. she actually stood there for freaking half an hr wif many ppl looking at her when she was looking up at the blocks hoping he would suddenly look out of the window and see her there. she wanted to see him badly. she wanted to hug him badly. she wanted to apologise over everything. cos she couldnt afford to lose him.. she din wan things to turn rusty.. but shit jus happens.

kala hung up the fone wif him and went straight home. she ran home. yes. by her foot. she din have a single cent wif her. and damn bus 92 was not avaliable after 8pm. so she ran home. she din stop running at all. she was hurt. i slapped kala when she was running. but she couldnt felt any pain physically as the pain in her heart "overcomes" all the other pain she gets from outside.. why is kala so foolish? kala used to be strong. she used to stand up tall. she couldnt fall at all. look at her now. jus one HIM. and he takes her life. nono. hes not the bad one. but kala fell for him. cos . . . . . . how did it happen? kala doesnt have an idea. love jus comes as and when it likes. and goes as and when it likes.

kala came online. to blog. in msn. she saw a fren's nick..
if u love something, let it go.. if it comes back, its urs.. if it doesnt, den it was never..
kala noes she had to let go a long time ago. she tried. yes she did. OH HELL SHE DID. but now shes lost. kala u cant keep crying over the same guy. u gotta be strong. i rather kala becomes heartless now. den to be so sensitive. kala i dare u to strip. LOL.

and i dare u to do things that u tink u'll HAVE FUN WIF. =)
enjoy urself kala...

my life is brilliant / my love is pure / i saw an angel / of that im sure / he smiled at me on the subway / he was wif another gal / but i wun lose no slp on that / cos i got a plan / u're beautiful / u're beautiful / u're beautiful its true / i saw ur face in a crowded place / and i duno wad to do / cos i'll nv be wif u