it has been a yr. come and tink abt it. its really scary. last yr ard this time. i was preparing for exams. every 20mins i sit down to study i'll be on GunBound for like 2hrs. LOL. thats why i had this type of results. oh well. this yr. nah. i've grown. in a way. its gd. but its scary. today Fadli was like saying "tml is out Doom's day". tml is English paper. End of yr paper. the most important subject and the most important paper which will determine if u get promoted to sec 4 or retain in sec 3 or drop to 4NA. its really scary. i failed last yr. and now. i really hope i can pass. basically my other subjs arent that bad. but my english. its a subject u cannot study for. thats why im afraid. i duno wad to do. really hope i can pass.
i saw my group of girlfrens. =) love em all. they jus finished prelims today and going to town for a break. one of my girlfrens smsed me. "hey krys! duno y but i jus feel like saying, must study hard for ur upcoming exams k? dun be like me, nw regretting.." i do feel happy that i got encouragement from someone. someone who tells me not to give up. but i dun like it when she is like.. going thru or have gone thru the bad thing den tell me dun do it. its like. suffering in my place to give me an answer. LOL duno wad crap i doing. but gal, u noe who u r. thks =) wish u all the best in ur Os. i love u!
perhaps now is really the time i shld stop being so restless and slackie.. i mus work hard. i cant afford to drop again. if i were to drop again. I'LL SUICIDE. i mean it! Shazana!! lets pull this thru! we definately can do it! i love u bitch. i noe u love me too. LOL. >.<
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Lay ur Hands on ME!!!!!!!
sometimes life can be a burden
trYing to stay one step ahead
i feel the world upon my shoulder each time
im standing out on the edge
and my hopes have all deserted me
like they washed away in the sand
and its hurting my pride
trying to survive
but i noe i stand a chance.
when u lay ur lands..
oh yeah. cos its the only thing i hav that still makes sense..
oh baby when im calling out
give me love and affection keep telling me, show me the way
oh if u see my falling down
lift me up frmm the shadows
will u take me to a better place?
and when im in my darkest hr
u'll be by my side to turn the tide until the suffering fades..
when life it getting me down, getting my down, im close to defeat..
come and lay ur hands on me.
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reach out and lend me a hand. i need to pull this thru. would u help me? =D
kalafilochi X_x
