sometimes in life. u only got one shot.
but for me. i dun even have a shot.
even if i have a shot. things wun end up nice.
everything seems so irritating ard me.
only need him to be ard.
LOL only he who matters now.
but damn him. coz sometimes he doesnt tink of how i feel.
but i dun blame him. i aint hes gf -.-
im only hes fren. i dun expect much from him.
i jus wan him to treat me MUCCHHH better.
i jus wana be as close to him as possible.
thats all. is that a lot?
but why does he "flirts" in front of me -.-
either on purpose or not. STILL. i get hurt.
he's not in my boat so he'll never understand.
i wun blame him either. aint hes fault. im the problem one.
omg kala u suk. really u do.
suddenly i jus feeel like going back to the old times.
like how i went out wif janice and gang..
that period of time. really made me forget my sorrowness.
maybe i shld? and maybe i would..


signing off,
kalafilochi