been rather recently.. =) my birthday coming in 20days time. well.. sweet 16 indeed. really feel old now.. looking at the ppl ard me.. i start calling them small gal / small boi.. well.. cant blog much today. jus simply these few lines. coz tutor is coming.. i jus hav this simple note for this simple fren which i have..

simple words can actually hurt u? well im not that surprised.. those words hurt me before too.. u'll jus hav to learn from it like how i did. i grew stronger after each experiences. u promised me stuff. but since when did u really did not break ur promise? wher were u when i needed u? u left me standing here.. all alone.. by ymself.. a long long time ago.. why din u lead me? show me the way to ur life. show me to way to ur heart. why did u stop? no.. why did u even start.? sry if im confusing ppl again. but yeah one thing leads to another. i do hav alot of problems. but i dun voice em out. thk god i learn how to let go.. if i din learn. i would properly die under ur hands of torture. 2yrs.. u MADE ME SUFFER FOR 2 FUKING YRS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE. thks for the experience anyway. i grew MUCH MUCH MUCH stronger from it. now.. i duneven noe who u r. both of us has changed. u changed.. u start feeling guilty.. while i changed.. become ruthless.. not as soft hearted as last time. din u had "NEW LIFE"? oh well. i having a "NEW LIFE" now. i dun need u in my life. dun need dun wan and dun wish to hav u in my life. i wan nth to do wif u. a tit for a tat. it sounds so evil. so mean. but compared to all the shit u've done. this is just a peanut. once again. thks for making me a stronger person. i dun hate u.. really.. i jus wan nth to do wif u. coz i wun give u the slightest chance to hurt me again. nice try though. but still. N O NO! no way never ever will that happen AGAIN! EVER!!

kalafilochi
cool down kala =)

and tutor is late for 20mins. as usual. LATE LATE LATE



SO MUCH FOR A FREN. THK U SO MUCH. SAW THE UGLY SIDE OF U TODAY. THK U.
(EDITED AT 10PM PLUS)