i was reading all my 1st few entries. mostly on me being crazy over paul.. seeing how obsessed i was.. and being soo hurt. sometimes i feel.. "my racing heart is just the same.. why make it strong to break it once again?" this statement.. so true.. but loving another person gives u another experience rite? i might be missing out something if i dun fall for this guy.. shld i go for it? or shld i let him make the move? ...for now.. i tink i'll wait.. if he doesnt do anything. den i'll just wait like this. hahah. silly kala