i got back my hp yesterday.. mr ali. ok la. hes a gd teacher i wun deny. but still. dun like him. lol.. last nite was pretty crazy.. had a conversation wif a fren.. and it shocked me.. i mean i din noe how to answer tht fren of mine.. din noe how to reply.. din noe wad to say.. i was caught in the middle. i admit. lol. nvm.. i dun tink such conversations will happen again. coz it mightbe part of me anyhow tink.. as in tink too much..


ok enuff. im at manda's hse today. in fact.. now. jus had my lunch wif her oso. she and her kenny. zzz she jus simply cant get rid of him.. as him.. off her mind.. she asked me "wad did i do wrong?" after her incident i realised something.. sometimes its not ur fault. if the feeling is gone. means its gone.. no matter wad u do to try to save the relationship. once its gone means its gone. at least she experienced her magical moment wif him once in her life.. i see some couples turning from frens to couples and den to enemies.. how did love become hatred? wad happened in the midst? sometimes.. we cant even give an answer to it.. lol. typical human beings. -.-


kala has been happie recently. =) kala is a gd gal. she listens to ppl now. haha wth am i typing. sry.. was suppose to go out wif hou kwang (my ex NS bf.. den one which i had when i was sec 2-3.. if u guys remembered. i called him turtle in front of u ppl in reality?) maybe my ex classmates would noe.. yeah was suppose to go out wif him. maybe later this week. hes bday is this thursday so i dun wana touch that day. was suppose to meet him yesterday.. but i had 2nd tots.. i mean.. it has been so long since i last met him.. and somehow.. im a lil afraid. of? not very sure.. 2nd Oct.. who noes wad really happened that day? only i noe. lol.. and a few other peeps. how? shld i meet him b4 he leaves for thailand this sunday? give me comments on my tag board. IM FEELINGRATHER SCARED! or shld i bring a fren along? who shld i bring? harfia wana come wif me? ..but she always hav curfew -.- ass hole! lol kidding


was suppose to go home and slp.. but i ended up at this woman's hse.. and she simply CANT STOP EATING. -.- yeah shes luffing here when i type this. shes eating desert now. she say shes notfull. omg wtf is wrong wif her. crazy woman. STOP LOOKING AMANDA -.- I'LL KILL U!


she gave me an evil smile.. to hell wif her. lol im feeeling rather weird. i told 3 ppl wad happened.. 1 say "i tink u're tinking too much". one of the other 2 ppl was amanda.. she said "u're in deep shit. GOOD JOB WOMAN!!" u noe why she said that? coz i said that statement to her when she 1st fell for kenny.lol.. retribution indeed. GOD HELP MEE.. kala having mixed feeling.. ok la. not mixed feeling. im certained wif wad im feeling now.. but im afraid to take one step forward.. if i do. i might fall.. coz if things doesnt go in my way.. tats like the end of me.. nvm. guys shld take the initiative.. i'll wait. if he really feels something abt me. den things will work out. if not.. nvm loh. ITS OK. frens are oso cool =)


quite afraid to step into a relationship oso. coz might ruin the frenship forever. kala. wad u gonna do abt it? i wan!! but i dun wish to.. omg.. HOW. HOW how HOW how HOW how HOW how HOW how HOW!! kala fuk u. omg amanda said ai qing shi ke yi pei yang de.. i tink shes insane. "EVERYDAY I LOVE U LESS AND LESS!!" lol she keeps singing this song.. its on radio somemore -.- now this song keeps spinning ard me head.. my head got hole liao. lol