i realised a made a mistake.. the same mistake which i made abt a yr ago.. im such a fool. shld hav seen that coming.. why was i so stupid.. why werent u more direct? they say u might be serious.. OMG WHY WAS I SUCH A FOOL? how could i made the same mistake twice in a row.. omg kala wads wrong wif u? ARGHH I HATE MYSELF!! SO VERY MUCH!!! KAJSDANJDNAKD baby i need u to "repeat" wad u did again.. otherwise.. i'll suffer slowly lidat. i din see that coming. seriously. IM SUCH A BLUR SOTONG! HOW CAN I BESO BLUR. HOW CAN I TREAT IT AS A JOKE? omg i tot u werent serious. in fact now. im still not sure if u were serious abt that statement.. OMG KALA I HATE U! WHY DID U LET ANOTHER GD GUY GO AGAIN. AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN?! ok stop scolding. if he wasnt serious.. den.. i got angry wif myself for no reason? i wana ask him if he was serious. REALLY DYING TO ASK. but wad if he wasnt serious and he was jus playing afool. OMG DEN I WOULD BE SO PAISEH? ..oh god help me -.-