now.. everything ard me seems so bored and empty.. each time my fone rings.. i'll rush to see who is it. and always it was other ppl who called. wana call him badly. but scared later he dun wana tok to me. and it'll be awkward. really miss those times when we would play game together.. tok on fone almost everyday for hrs. and luffed abt everything.. but now? lol. i wan to tok to him like last time. wana confront him so badly. but no pt. coz he doesnt seem to care anymore. im not feeling anything from him. lol but im happie though.. coz at least he entered my life once. never did i trusted someone whom i noe for a short period of time so much.. never did i cry over a fren. well u can say hes the1st fren i cried for.. 2weeks of crying.. no wonder i got black eye patches below my eyes. cry too much. LOL and never did i care for a person so much. noot even my ex bfs. LOL sry guys. but its ok. i appreciated and still appreciates him alot.. i love u my fren. =D thks for bring part of my life once.. sharing my sorrowness.. somehow.. u were part of the motivation why i go to skool but now.. HAHAHA nothing seems to matter.
wish me luck. hope theres no awkwardness when i see u. kala u have to stop running away from the problem
