nobody was in class after school.. only nicholas.. yu yeng.. steffi.. grace and melissa. in class as in my class. whole day din really go smoothly for me. 1st mr chan confiscated my stupid ez link card. fuk u u stupid gay sissy fag. coz i din for stupid taf fuk thing. z wadeva. den my maths teacher wanted to fuk me upside down too. din do her hw. den she said "those who nv hand in ur work tml, 7am i'll make u stand in front of everyone in the parade square." den she was like making eye contact wif me trying to tell me to hand up her work or else she'll do that to me. wadeva. u tink i care abt all this nonsense now? and today i did pe. fuk it. i hate sweating. argh. i jus hate everything now. HAHAHAHAHA im evil. z
ya. once i become fuking vulgar wif my words. means im really fuking pissed or fuking angry. no one can stop me when im at that state. and i mean no one. today in class. after skool. when there was only nicholas yu yeng. blah blah blah blah. those ppl i mention above. i was freaking pissed that i started watering the class. wad i mean by that. hmm. ok i'll elaborate. its because i heard something. as in. zz i heard something which was, to me, bad to me. dui wo bu li. so i look all the water bottle i could find. i pour all the water into one bottle. 2,3,4. den i start walking around the class watering everything. the floor. the table. mainly on one table. obviously is that stupid woman's table. like i that dumb to tell u guys whos she. obviously i will not. im not gonna give a reason for doing that. coz some ppl might be reading this. and i dun wan them to noe wtf i did.
mel came over and me and she scolded me. i argued back at her. she took tissue and wanted to wipe away the water for that stupid woman lets call that stupid woman CHEAPSLUT.. i told mel if she even lay a finger on the fuking table i wun even tok to her ever again. mel said its wrong blah blah blah. i noe its wrong. i noe it beta than anyone does. but i stilll do it. why? ppl always tell me dun hide my feelings. show it out. yeah im showing it out now. im pouring water everywhere. crashing water bottles and throwing it all over. yeah thats wad im doing now. cool? no. its FUN. i enjoy every moment of it. but i do not enjoy my frens trying to stop me from doing this. mel walked away after i argued wif her. she got angry. but i din going after her to apologise. i noe im in the wrong for doing stuff to that CHEAPSLUT. but so? u tink i care now if its to her advantage if im angry over wad she did to me? no. i fuking dun care.
den went canteen. steffi and yu yeng tried to cool me down. den after tokin for sso long. i ask steffi "is she a bitch?" steffi said yes. "can i hate her?" she said yes again. "so i have the rights to get angry rite?" steffi oso said yes. SO WADS THE POINT OF THE TOK! now i dun even tink he cares anymore. 2 days, 2 weeks. they were all torturing. lol. but its ok. each time when i cool down. i say i give up. one day when im really tired of all this fuking nonsense. i'll give up totally. like baobao. i got tired of hes crap. so i gave up. he and hes fuking lies. hes another fuking pussy. den benz came to the canteen. i toked to him. over. z z z z z well. somehow tokin to him i felt more relaxed. maybe cause we're both "experiencing" the same prob. but obviously benz is in a better position. for me. tink thats it. its the end. maybe benz is rite. "maybe hes sick of u! sick of seeing ur face!" well. i dun tink its maybe. i tink its confirmed. LOL. see im luffing. i need a shrink.
and now. i have no more tears for u and u. i aint saying who. but both of u can kiss my fuking black ass if u fuking wan to. coz i dun even care of u get shit for lunch and stuff. i would rather fuk myself den to fuking care abt u two. damn the both of u. frm top to the bottom. inside to outside. fuk the both of u.
screw me if u wan.
damn u two.
kalaFADAMOH!
