hi bloggie. now im tokin on the fone wif manda. yeah shes back. i told her stuff abt wad happened. as in. ok deeep down inside theres still a wound. its not totally healed. im sad. shes sad. we're really best frens. we get sad together and happie together. shes sad over .. and im sad over .. .. .. .. oh dun tok abt that fuking bastard z
but i mean i cant call him a fuking bastard. he doesnt deserve to be one. coz in my eyes. hes as perfect as god. lol. saw him together. wif other gals. well. not sure if he was flirting but i cant stop him rite? lol. hurts to see things going this way. but. i cant do much. really. i only have Ashanti's Foolish.. the song.. i only have that song spinning in my head. need the lyrics? lol. as usual
baby i duno why u treat me so bad / u said u love me, no one above me / and i was all u had.. / and though my heart was beating for u / i cant stop crying / i duno how i allow u to treat me this way but still i stay / see my days are cold wifout u / but im hurting when im wif u and my heart can take no more i keep on running back to u / i trusted u i trusted u. / so sad so sad wad love will make u do / all the thigns thatt we accept / be the things that we regreat / to all of my ladies / feel it c'mon sing wif me / see when i get the strength to leave / YOU always tell me that u need me / and im WEAK coz i believe YOU / and im mad because i love YOU / so i stop to tink that maybe / u can learn to appreciate me / then it all remains the same that/ YOU AINT NEVER GONNA CHANGE.
yeah. remember this song? =) haiya im pretty confused myself la. when hes not ard. my tinking go wild. hope to receive a fone call from him soon. as long as hes there tokin to me. i wun even care if my com gets lock. i wun even care if the sky falls. as long as i can spend time wif him. i'll do anything jus to enjoy that moments. thats how much im crazy abt u. ARGH. KALA WAKE UP!
everything burns.
do u oro?
kalafilochi
XD
