she sits in her corner / singing herslef to slp / weapped in all of the promises / that no one seems to keep / she no longer cries to herself / no tears left to wash away / just diaries of empty pages / feeling's gone astray / but she will sing... / everything burns / everyone screams / burning their lies / burning my dreams / all of this faith / and all of this pain / burning all down / cause my anger reigns / everything burns..
i dreamt of one guy today. but i dreamt of him three times b4 i woke up. i made three dreams today. and he was in every single one of my dreams! ..and sometimes draems do come true.. but for the dreams i've made. nah i dun tink it'll come true. i dreamt that this guy fall for me. lol. not the 1st time i dreamt of this dream wif this guy. in my whole life. although i noe him for such a short period of time. he appeared in my dream more than anyone else ever did. its pretty scary. but its pretty weird. lol. when i wake up from my dream. i duno to feeel happie or to feeel unhappie. coz sometimes. i get confused over small lil thigns. eg = this
today skool was pretty alrite.. well.. got a period of "sadness"... was tinking of some stuff. and after hearing wad the teacher said. i felt even more sad. coz..... nah i dun wana say. PRIVATE. lol then wads the pt of blogging? =/ okkok i say abit. im drifting away frm this fren of mine. as in we're not as close as last time. and i dun enjoy being "not close" to this fren coz things are so diff. and its hard to adapt. yeah its true i can live wifout my this fren. i learned how to adapt. but i cant adapt the whole process. haiya. i was sad coz the chances of me and my that fren being ddrifted away might be higher coz of wad the teacher said. im not gonna say wad. otherwise its gonna be so freaking obvious who im refering to. yes im still as secretive as ever. i've never change. ever since i've become nastier. im closer to grace steffi and mel. but drifting away from harfia and this fren. in a way. drifted. i dun wish to be nasty. but i cant coz i got the "blood in me" already. zzz nvm. tok somemore and i'll burst into tears. stupid emotional freak
ermermmermemremrm oh i haave a date tonite.. so sweet eh? wif charles.. nice name? oh guess wad. its my tutor. -.-.-.-.- old man. cant stand him. zz z z z z oh.. hou kwang msged me. yeah hes my ex bf. i told him "i got some truth i nv tell my frens. even towards the guy i like. i oso nv tell. i feel guilty. wad can i do to overcome this? some of the ppl are important to me" u noe wad he said? "dun be silly u're still 16. long way to go. ***** and if ur important to them, u're special already.. they will still love u.." ...will they? sometimes i dun dare to mix long wif the same group of ppl. coz i'll feeel guity. ahhhhhhhhhhh! harfia help. pls help. ahhhh! WAD ABT HIM?! i .asd k kdjfnkjnasdnfknksadnfknsndfkn
sryabt that. im pretty unstable now. why am i blogging?! asidbkjabs ahhhhhhh okokok imma go off. staying here blogging another minute. would really kill me. ASPIDNIOANDOF bbb b b b b b
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kalafilochi
insane
crazy
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