slp at 4am last nite. XD was suppose to chat all the way till morning but the austin halfway say "waa cannot liao. i nid to slp". still say he can tahan until morning. BULLSHIT. so i chatted wif weihao and edward loh. but edward was playing game. so he went "afk".. den only got me and weihao. lol we tried hard to make conversations. both of us felt so bloody awkward. den somemore it was raining like fuk. the lightning was scary. the thunder was scary too. at this point of time. i was only tinking abt him.. wonder hows he doing.. XD honestly i miss him alot. lol OK ENUFF.
this morning i woke up at 10am. my cousin sms me and ask me how to get mc. zzz he sms me and woke me up! alskdnklasnd den i tell him go poly clinic and bluff ppl say he got stomach ache. den can get mc le ma.. haiya. IM A PRO. lol no la. doctors are stupid. XD den i bathed. changed. and everything. den i went out wif my brother and hes gf to kimseng!!
yes we played bowling. haha of coz. both of them. their score add up oso cannot beat mine. HAIZ. im too pro. lol kidding. den aunt winnie team up wif my brother come atttk me. XD aunt winnie always attk me one loh. so sad. i love her soooo much she lidat to me. *hrtbroken* den after that we went to play pool... my korkor taught me pool. he taught me how to aim. =) he was surprised that i duno how to play pool. ahaha.. den 4pm my mom came to pick us up. she wanted to buy me a new fone. but to me now.. new hp aint important to me.. coz its like.. sometimes i hope i dun hav a hp.. den i wun be sitting down there dumbly waiting for certain people's sms or fonecalls. im always wasting my time on people / things that doesnt really bother abt me. im such a failure. its like baobao lidat. waste time on him when he doesnt bother. but for now. when i feeel that that person doesnt bother abt me. if i feeel that way. i would properly try to stop caring for that person. coz not worth. why i waste my time? MY YOUTH. zz fuk
den we went to eat dinner. jap restaurant.. nice.. garlic fried rice. =D hehehe nice.. den my bro, hes gf and me.. we went to buy movie tickets. =D Mr and Mrs Smith. hehe yesh i watch it again. but of coz 1st time was the best. but now.. i really hope i can turn back time and really treasure those times.. haiz.. i noe life has to go on.. but.. sometimes i cant bear to let go. XD ..why i always change subjecT? zzz den we went to play poool agian. play from 730pm till 9pm. =D den went to watch movie. den we met my cousin. on purpose.. i so long nv meet him already. he said to me "welcome to the darkside of the family." u noe starwars.. the dark side. lol hes darkside means our family members who dun like studying one. XD haha he v cute sia. hes hair longer than mine.. -.-" den we went back to pool again! XD today pool siao sia. hahaha.. play pool until 1230am.. den we took cab home. reach home at 130am.
now i tokin to edward on the fone. i told manda and harfia the truth. im very tempted to tell edward.. but i cant.. coz.. edward.. if u're not in queensway sec 3 lvl den i'll tell u. but too bad u r. its killing me. IM DYING!!
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