last nite. i had conf wif yu yeng and harfia.. both of them hit off quite well actually.. tok so much nonsense. even tok behind my back. i din noe wad to say to the both of them coz its like. i noe quite alot of things abt them.. nth to ask.. so i called kelv. he said that edd said that austin said that we pang seh austin. he say its us who din tell him the venue. and we din call him go kim seng. but truth is. he was the host of the outing. and when i said we going kim seng. he said he would be coming. so no nid ask wad. den macham everything our fault lidat. but nvm. got over it rather quickly.. i tok on the fone till abt 12am. but managed to slp at 130am. was smsing. lol. my hp cfm BOOM!


i woke up at abt 4am-5am. to pick my stupid sister up. i bathed. my parents practically kept scolding me. over this over that. i really had enuff already. i cant be bothered over anything. den when we reach airport. TMD THE AIRPORT FREAKING COLD. i was actually shaking.. and i meant real shaking. den my stupid sister came. walao. torturing man.. i got panda eyes loh. nvm. den we went ba kut teh to makan. den i had to rush home den rush to skool for lessons.


den when i was on the way to skool. my mom fetched me. we left hse earlier coz i din wana see my dad. i actually had 30mins to kill. den my mom told me in the car "do u noe that u're v rude nowadays?" i look at the window outside den i told her i no longer care abt the things that are happening ard me. den she ask me why i dun care? den i tot it was a gd time to tell her wad i really feel. so i told her.


"u noe how much it hurts each time u scold me. the words that u used on me BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH" i only said abt 4sentence. den i started sobbing. so i stopped complaining.. coz i noe if i would to continue. i would cry for the whole day in skool. as in. not whole day. but perhaps the whole lesson? she told me its for my own gd. i noe its for myown gd. i noe wad im doing. but prob is the words she used on me. ok actually thats not the main pt.. the main point why i was so hurt was coz i felt she doesnt trust me anymore. and shes hurting me by saying i lied to her. it aint a big deal to u guys. but it is to me. its like (eg-my bf telling me he doesnt trust me) ya. same feeeling. den i got off the car.. i told her to take care. i din look back coz i din wan her to see me cry. but thk god i recovered fast. no one could tell i cried. haha..


STUPID mr ma. bo tai bo ji come pick me again. i nv tok he ask me stand. coz we were in bio lab. i sit rite at the back. i knew he was gonna ask me question den pretend not to hear my asnwer. den i shouted my answer.. so loudly that its quite impossible not to NOT hear it. so he bo bian let me sit down. den stupid jack. he scratch my hand. my whole hand tat part turn red. TMD. den went for maths lesson. ss was cancelled.! i mean it was on 6th of june. everyone tot it was today but it wasnt. so.. i had 2.5hrs to kill.. austin they all wanted to go party world. i actually din wan coz i din hav the mood to sing and i always sing v awful. but could tell yu yeng wanted to go badly so i company her loh. SEE I SO GD. ahha >.<


cassandra cheryl karen austin kelvin yu yeng and me = all enter party world. waaaaa the smell of the "lobby" was .... ..... .... omg la.! it was horrible loh. i almost vomitted when i 1st smelt it. but nvm i got over it rather fast. =D den they kept singing chinese songs. haha i dun sing much chinese songs so i could only stare at them singing.. den kelvin selected HERO. they all ask me to sing. i duno why i suddenly felt so nervous i was shaking like sht when i hold the mic. den i started singing. omg loh i nv hear myself sing until lidat b4. so shaky. but they say not bad. duno whether they said that to make me feel song or wad. but i ymself tot it was rather like sht. its properly the worst singing moment of my life? but its definately the worst kbox session of my life. the system there was kok up. and the waitress was. zzz zz zzz zzz lol.. but the company was not bad. =D



SAD i had to rush back to skool for band. coz i promise misss koh i would go band today. so i went. see im able to face that fat bastard again. had quite alot of fun in band. it was boring coz we're playing boring songs for the asthetic night. but its fun coz of some nonsense that heppened. i duno how to say here. >.< den i took video. of siva derek and paul. oh well they were doing funnie stuff wad. damn funie. took pic wif ryan oso.. actually i do miss those times i had when i was in band. all the funnie moments.. now when i look at him.. i ask myself "OMG LAH. HOW COULD I EVER FALL FOR A GUY LIKE HIM. IM SUPER BLIND LOH."


eileen gwee she today so weird. i duno why but she say she hate me. jus bcoz i din wana let her see the video. there goes tto show how FRAGILE her love to me is HOR? HAIZ.. gwee. if u're reading this.. IM TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED WIF U. *CRIES* hahaha kidding la i still love u no matter how MEAN u r to me. harfia baby i miss u! nowadays i see u more wif shi yun than wif me. I WANA CRY ALREADY. u got shi yun dun wan me. FINE FINE FINE u lidat. FINE.


lol the new gb like fuk lidat. its much more organized but its like sht. im so confused when i went in. i open my mouth bigbig and see the settings. haha ok la i blog off liao. tired. got panda eyes. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MICHAEL WANG BUG BUG!!





feeeling WEEEEEEEEEEE! happie!!
kalafilochi XD


yu yeng, kelvin, steffi, harfia, eileen gwee, seraphina (my stupid real blood sister)
omg i love all of u sooo much!