turn down the light / turn down the bed / turn down these voices / inside my head / lay down wif me / tell me no lies / jus hold me close / dun patronize / dont patronize me.. / coz i cant make u love me if u dont / and u cant make ur hrt feel something that it wont / here in the dark / these final hrs / i would lay down my hrt / i feel the power / but u wont.. / no u wont.. / coz i cant make u love me.... / if u dont...


suddenly this song kept spinning in my head? is this wad im feeling now? or am i jus mesmorised by the song itself? ....................omg wad am i tinking?


this morning.. i woke up at 8am.. den i force myself to slp. den woke up again at 9am.den force again to slp. den 930am kelvin called. he woke up. den he ask me wad time meet. coz last nite austin called me. he told me he wana invite all of us to k box for 4hrs of singing.. i somehow feel that austin would play us out last min. coz he din tell me the venue and timing to meet. true enuff.. today when kelv and me.. we reached the place 1st. austin was still AT HOME. den kelv suggested bowling. so i told austin forget it as we were going bowling. den yu yeng reached. >.< we took cab to kim seng.


den reach kim seng. edward oso came. we ate the stupid prata prata shop downstairs.. well the shop surprised me. din noe their prata tasted quite nice.. >.< den we went to bowl.. today bowl 4 games each.. U LAH. BO TAI BO JI SHOW ATTITUDE AGAIN. WALAO I ASK U WHY. U DIAO ME. WAD U SAY? "JUS BOWL UR GAME LA" TMD. U NOE HOW HURTING IT WAS? but wad can i do. ur mouth. i cant stop ur mouth. but honestly.. THAT WAS PRETTY MEAN. PPL WAS JUS CONCERN LOH. nvm. u always lidat. im used to it. rite?..


den we played pool. once again i played like sht. kelvin soooooo pro sia.. edward the way he aim the ball.. he like wana eat up the ball lidat. damn funnie. he looked so frustrated oso.. den suddenly all of them ki siao. keep taking the ball and roll here roll ther. anyhow whack. STUPID EDWARD.. hit my finger twice. my wrist once. and my BODY once. BODY OSO CAN KANA. jus imagine how rough they were.


den we went to that prata prata shop to eat dinner.. yu yeng left us.. ..i was alone wif those two meanies. TODAY THEY REALLY TREAT ME V BAD LOH. so mean to me. den all say KIDDING KIDDING KIDDING. tmd. GOT LIMIT ONE OK. ahhhhhhhhh den after diinner we went great world play arcade.


honestly speaking.. i v long nv spend time at arcade.. suddenly i feeel arcade is like quite fun. u dont hav to tink of anything. jus play play play. chi0ong chiong chiong and whack whack whack. maybe i shld go arcade more often..


oh ya.. imma work soon. my mom allows me to work. gd anyways. can keep me occupied and get u out of my mind oso. lmao. (dun ask who. i wun tell) and the sad thing is i cant get to spend time wif my frens more often? but i nid cash to go out. so.. job comes 1st for this case.. sry guys. once i get my 1st pay imma treat everyone! wooohoo~! wonder how does it feeel being an usher >.<


ok imma sign out now. my mom jus scolded me. she said i lied to her coz i told her i'kll be back b4 7pm. but thigns really screwed up. i was suppose to pay the taxi man. den i realised i lack of cash. den my hp empty batt. so i had to go jelita and withdraw. den i come back to my hse again. it was 730pm den. then she accused me of lying. she say i tok nonsense.. den i tell her "if u dont even trust me.. den wads the pt of me telling u the truth.." after i asid that. i went to my room. was rather sad.. coz i feel that she no longer trust me. no matter wad i do now is a lie to her.. thats why im feeling so crappy recently.. i nv lie to her anymore after sec 2. but she lidat to me. she doesnt noe how much she hurts me wif those words. really.. like bao bao. why shld i bother? WHY SHLD I? haiz.. feeling sad again.. TMD




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