hehe.. had a rather fun day today. i mean its not really fun but i somehow feeel happie.. as in.. more happie than how i usually feel.. haha.. maybe perhaps i've officially completely gotten rid of baobao outta my mind? MUHAHAHAHA


ok hannah smsed me this morning.. asked me if i wana go out.. of coz i would.. she was my best fren in nanyang pri.. so yeah we met at town.. at abt 1pm? darren was suppose to meet me too. but in the end duno where he disappeared to.. anyways.. hannah and i.. we ate mos burger.. den we went cine to take neoprint!! memory~!! hahahah.. den i ask kelvin if he wana come out awhile. den at 1st he said dun wan coz hes lazy.. den i made him feeling guilty by saying "oh its ok.. i'll travel ALONE.. go home ALONE.. go window shopping ALONE and do evverything ALONE.. NEVERMIND one.." LOL! did it on purpose.. thats the only way to pull him out..


and so i met him.. at lot 1.. it was at chua chu kang sia.. >.< den when i reach thre.. i mean b4 that my shoe.. the strips.. were already out.. as in.. broken? detached from the shoe. i was like wtf?! zzz another shoe which went crazy.!! so embarrassing. den kelv had to folo me to buy shoe.. another embarassing moment of my life.. alamak~! coz kelv was there. i din really choose or wad. jus wanted to get one and jus be done it. so we went to long john to sit down.. haha and chat..


den after that we decided to watch movie.. star wars!! hahaha.. ok la.. the show was actually not bad. quite interesting.. but.. >.< i hate the endings. not complete one. tmd! hahah the actor was quite cute.. but cant be as cute as ME. hahaha kidding.. haha.. den after the movie.. kelv and me.. we went home loh.. haha..


alot of things happened recently.. my results.. well.. not wad i expected.. especially my history and social studies.. but i had myself to blame.. coz i din really put in the effort to study.. =) at least im honest and i dun blame it on ppl!! hahah


yu yeng told me that shes transfering skoool.. that really upsetted me a lot. its like.. shes the closer ppl im wif in skool.. and its so sudden that shes transfering.. seeing her tearing was like stabbing my heart. i aint a lesbian but me seeing my frens hurt or in bad mood. it really upsets me.. well im an emotional freak.. wad do u expect?


yesterday in skool i freaked out.. i got traumatised. by wad? by abortion.. its like. recently i went round joking wif my class mates by making up stories.. the story goes like this "i was pregnant wif ur baby. the doc gave me an abortion. den i swam my way to america coz i wanted a new living. den i got pregnant again and another abortion blah blah blah..." all this stories were jus for fun. yes i had nth beta to do.. den when i sit down.. it suddenly struck me rite on the face.. i remember a fren of mine. i mean i dun noe her personally.. but i read her blog b4... she din mention it.. but she was hinting on it. and im not dumb. so i understood every single word she hint. she was pregnant.. and she was undergoing for abortion. and her stupid bf was such a moron. how could he actually agreed to aborting the baby..


i suddenly got traumatised and i told my fren i remember alot of things. and i suddenly stop luffing and stop smiling.. i got scared.. coz i suddenly felt the pain for her.. she had to face the tensions.. face the baby.. face the parents.. face the doc for abortion.. so many nonsense.. and its so..scary.. i mus say shes really a very strong gal.. i very admire her for that. she might be dumb to make that mistake as in having sex wif her bf. but at least she woke up.. sometimes.. when we noe its wrong.. we still do it.. coz at that situation.. it seemed so rite.. so i dun look down on her on that point..


i brought camera to skool.. took many pics of my frens.. all of them were soooooooo cute!! haha.. really love skool alot.. to me.. now frens are more important than anything else.. i mean.. family comes 1st. den frens.. den lover.. liek baobao lidat. he come last! hahah


oh ya.. i had not being attending band this week. i knew there were band practises.. but.. haha i din wana go.. ok i had reasons for not going. not im not going say wad the reasons are.. miss koh came up to me.. i told her i wana quit band. she din allow.. den we argued friendly for awhile.. den i told her. "ok. if u dun wan me to quit band. den i have one condition. give me a break. i wont be coming band for a period of time.. i nid time.. and i wunt take long.." she allowed. she gave me 2weeks time.. >.< well.. thk u miss koh.. actually.. u guessed it already.. as in.. my reason for not going band. u aint stupid. u're pretty smart. =D u surprised me.


alrite.. pretty tired. haha nv blog for quite long liao. see now got long long blog.. hahaha gd rite? anyways my com.. ZZZ the hard disc got corupted.. now im using a new harddisc. i lost all my freaking songs and my doc.!!!! tmd~! but tis ok. coz this things aint that important.. at least i know wads important in my life.. im not that dumb anymore..


and i wun get sad over that pervert or baobao anymore.. rite daddie kelvin? XD



feeeling super super WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
kalafilochi =D
*its jus the same old me*