hehe.. today i wake up.. 1st thing i did was...............vomit!!! walao. i went to the sink.. then i felt very weird.. i couldnt get something off my chest. and it felt like sht. the nex minute.. i jus pour everything out. as in vomit. felt like crap.. then actually din wana go skool today. coz today no lesson. only some stupid cross country sht. but in the end i force myself to go. coz i promise yu yeng edward and ryan that i'll pick them up in the morning..

den i met edward and ryan.. as in. i pick them up.. it felt really awkward and weird coz its the 1st time we hear peace from all of us. no sound at all. ryan still had fever. he was still hot. poor son of mine. all of us werent feeling well. then yu yeng. she DAMNNN kok sia!!! i tell her go overhead bridge. then tell her to come back again. then u stand in the middle of the overhead bridge and tell me she cannot find us. of coz cannot find us la. she stand there nv go to the main road. how she see us? i couldnt stop the cab coz it was on mainroad liao. so she say she go herself. we make ong big u turn for nothing.

once we reach the place. duno how to spell. x country place la. i report to teacher say i sick. my frens most of them oso fake sick one. haha but i real. =X so we all sat down and tok loh.. then mr chua saw us sia. he tell us come and pick up litter.. sia la he call me auntie.. then i said "mr chua i have a name and its call krystal not auntie." coz i was quite pissed if sumone calls me that. then mr chua kept calling me krystal krystal krystal. as in.. "krystal come here. krystal pls help. krystal ur hair band mus be black in colour." ..now i tink he remembers my name for life? ahaha if i noe i shld have shuddap. =X saw bao bao..walking. not running. he din run. he walked. haha i saw him quite a few times. but i din go so crazy coz.. i wana forget him. if i go crazy. i'll only like him more. rite? hahaha den suppose to go bowling wif my frens. classmates. but end up i went wif ryan they all. coz i lost my classmates and met ryan they all by accident. so we went. baobao din come.. but if he come i would probably try my best to ignnore him. haha i seriously duno wad i wan.

then in the cab. on the way to kimseng. all of them suan me about baobao sia. they read my blog ma. then they keep saying and saying and saying. i tell them i wana forget him. they say "DUN BLUFF LA. LOOK AT U! MENTION HES NICK ONLY U SMILE LIKE DUNO WAD LIAO." ........hahaha i cant control my emotions ma. haha even now when i tink of him i will oso become v happie sia. haiya! i damn confused la. then we played bowling la. play for almost 2hrs la. play until arm almost break la. today i did quite ok for my bowling loh. slightly below avg. but im fine wif it. coz bowling is not so important in my life.. not like baobao.. AHHHH WAD AM I DOING! FASTER GET OUT OF MY MIND U STUPID BAOBAO!

den den den we went for band. the fahmi ki siao. lecture us. and he wanted to cancel the practise. actually i wanted to shout "ok u can go to ur that other skool and teach." but he only ask the band major and drum major for comments sia. if he ask me i cfm say. ahahah coz when u force.. there wun be happiness. the chinese has this type of saying. mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de. rite? ahhaha then we went out for sectionals. lol me and bing jian.. we took the crash symbol. (the chang chang chang one) and the drum.. we went to play the music that the lion dance always play when the lions are jumping about. it was damn funie sia. he look at me. i look at him. then we start luffing like siao. lol hes so crazy over britney. if he creates a blog. he cfm put britney as the blog skin. ppl who see hes blog will obviously tink hes a gal loh. ahhahah wads so gd about britney. baobao beta rite? ...sht why i mention him again. BLAH!!

yeah then i went home wif eileen. we actually saw baobao. but.. he din go busstop.. i wana see him and dun wana see him. honestly. im pretty confused too. i duno wad i wan. my frens all say i sot liao. that i have to agree. but im trying to be back to normal like last time. but its like so hard. coz hes jus soooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.! and hes oso such an idiot!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh why do i like this type of guy! seriously why!!! ahhhhhhhh dun tok to me. im real confused. tml k box wif ryan and edward. duno whether still on onot. i dun really have the mood to sing man. i kinda lost my voice. i cant hit those high notes which i used to can. oi oi stop reading la. if u dun hav me on frenster go add me now. filochi@hotmail.com FASTER NOW!!!!

ok la. see if i wana blog lata. if i dun then i blog tml. hope i can hav great fun tml. be it cutting hair or k box. i jus hope he will get outta my mind. not completely coz i still wana be hes fren. =/