i wrote one whole chunk of blog for today. and then they suddenly write. INTERNET ERROR. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz then they cancel my whole blog. now i mus rewrite again. neh neh..

OK LA. start all over again. today i only attended 1st period. coz got competition ma.. then during the 1st period was funie. coz me and zul become "real" husband and wife. i call him darling and he call me baobei. hahaha then its like b4 i leave the class. he shout loud loud "BAOBEI GD LUCK FOR UR COMPETITION" so loud that Mrs Ong was looking at me.. then i felt quite paiseh. ahahha coz practically the whole class was looking at us. ahhah den i jus went off. went to meet eileen gwee and frens. whahahahax EILEEN GWEE. she doesnt like me calling her full name in my blog. so i shld jus name her as gwee gwee k? lol.. den gwee gwee and all of us went to makan at canteen. then we go band everything la. all the nonsense. then went to practise.

then after that we went to singapore conference hall for competition. ok la. my section din screwed up. i din screwed up. but the main band did. somewhere in the main band. they screwed up. actually all of us were aiming for silver. but we got bronze. and we heard we were only 2 marks away from silver. wth rite. but its ok. its at least an achievement.. coz my skool band improved alot. sharon cried. zemin oso.. but zemin cries over everything la. seriously loh. ppl ask her read instructions she oso cry. walao.. baobao held her hands LOH. ok not say held. but he grab both of her hands and shake them.. then i tink he saw me seeing him doing that. then he paiseh. then he went round and pat the guys on their shoulder and he oso did that to me loh. pat me on the shoulder. he was super happie la. maybe he was too happie that he got carried away. BUT HOW CAN. HOW CAN HE DO IT TO HER AND NOT ME SIA. SHE. ... .. . .. .. . .. i wun wish to comment. hes already blind in one eye. i hope hes other eye is working. then i pretended to be hapie by singing songs and going crazy.. yeah and ppl actually believed that i was happie. even the gwee gwee oso believed.

but guess wad. 1st thing i did when i reach home was SCREAM MY ASSSS OUT!!!!! ahhhh!!! hes killing me. how could he do that.! seriously. i still cant figure out why. i din tell anyone abt it coz i dun wan him to affect my mood. ok enuff of him. i hate him. screw him!

then after band. yu yeng and jieying and me. we all went bowling. for awhile nia. then i came home by BUS sia! hahahah to alot of ppl its an amazing thing. ahhaha rite jeff? i saw him on the bus. hes such an idiot. he say my hair look like jap doll. then he tok so much about my hair. my skool uni. i was like -.- on the whole bus trip. but i really v long nv see jeff liao. almost a yr. somemore we lost contact. and now. we're back in contact loh. hahaha duno whether its a blessing onot. hahahah! sry jeff.

im watching american idol now. and i really find simon damn cute sia. simon's behaviour is a lil like baobao's one. idiot idiot one. all mean idiots. and i duno why i like guys like that? ahhahaha but baobao. he. i.. i went too far? as in. i fell too deep. now i cant pull myself out of this sht.. >.<

*u made my soul a burning fire / u're gettin 2 be my one desire / u're gettin 2 be all tt matters 2 me / n let me tell u boy I hope n pray each day I live / a lil more luv is all have to give / a little more love that's devoted and true / cuz all I do is think about you*

ryan and edward. paiseh if i vented my anger on u guys today. was kinda pissed over so many donkey nonsense. but promise u guys i'll hav fun wif u all in the days to come k? =) paiseh harrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!