hehehehe i had a wonderful slp!!!! slp for like 12hrs.. then kelvin sms me.. the sms woke me up.. "ehhh i very sian leh one person play.. u faster come join me lehhh" walao.. sms me jus to ask me join him in game. gay freak! i reply him one word. "sleep" ahahahah den lata i force myself to wake up to play wif him. if not he one person so poor thing. play alone.. hahaha den around 2pm.. my tutor came.. he went thru wif me physics.. chemistry.. maths and bio.. i almost felt aslp man..
den ard 5pm.. my dad pull me go see my ah ma.. my ah ma is suffering from stroke.. but shes recovering pretty well now.. but she cant speak. as in. not proper words. and.. she cant really see. and she cant walk.. when i was at her hse.. i saw her.. then i look around.. i was wondering.. what if when im older.. im like her liddat. shes pretty lucky now coz all her children are there to take care of her.. but i was tinking.. if i only give birth to 2 children. would my 2 children be willinging to take care of me if i happen to be something like my ah ma in the future.. (i only wanted 2 children.) so now when i tink abt it.. i decided to double it.. four children! omg its gonna be sooo painful.. hahaha
the things i fear most in life..
1st : i would fall in luv wif a gay..
2nd : my husband would be unfaithful..
3rd : the process of giving birth..
4th : being a single mother..
hahah i noe its kinda early to be tinking such things.. but when i saw my ah ma today.. i jus realised how precious everyone's life is.. its like.. im so dumb. i wasted 3months on that bastard.. tinking abt him = wasting of my precious time. its like.. life is so precious. time is running out.. everything's going too fast. if i continue wasting my time on ppl like him. i can jolly well go and die now. hahaha glad i woke up from the nitemare i was having.. but i dun tink i would fall for anyone else..for the moment.. coz i nv had that type of feeeling b4.. provided i experience it again.. other then that. i dun tink i would even like a guy. BUT IM STILL NOT TURNING INTO A LESBIAN!! i would rather die than to become a lesbian. >.<
den i ate dinner outside wif my daddie.. hes quite funie la. he drink white wine.. jus one glass. hes whole face turned red. hahah like some lobster lidat. ahahha den we went NTUC to shop. when he was there.. he was like quite confused. coz i ask him get chicken for me.. he walk one big round. come back wif nothing. ahhaha damn kok! den after that we headed home loh.. and im stuck on the com.. for the last 2hrs. haha was playing wif kelvin again.. he damn funie la. cannot stand him!!
not sure if im meeting yu yeng tml morning.. now i dun wana meet her in the morning coz i dun wana see baobao by accident or by purpose. both ways. i dun wana see him. coz now the sight of him makes me sick. hahah but i dun hate him. in fact. i would pray for him. pray that he passes hes o lvl wif flying colours? coz hes mom is rather fierce.. i wun wan him to kana scolded either. nobody likes the feeling of being scolded. i noe i sound as if i hate him alot. but i dont.. coz i would be lying if i say i dun like him anymore. yes i still do. but not as much as last time.. last time was..crazY! ahhahaha im still not gonna blow hes cover. hahah dun even try begging me. im that stubborn!!
manda darling.. no matter wad happens. im always there for ya alrite? =) dun be afraid to look up for me.. coz now i hav no more probs/trouble.. so i definately can help u.. hehehehe muackz luv u gal!! take care enjoy ur life. remember.. life is super precious. dun waste time on certain things which arent worthy of ur time.. =D
kalafilochi XD
