hehehehe hello! ok 1st intro. im krystal kuah.. some ppl might call me kala coz thats my nick in a way.. =) saturday afternoon slacking around at home.. hmmm not too bad? quite boring though. but no complaints.
he drowns in his dreams / an exquisite extreme i know / hes as danm as he seems / more heaven than a heart could hold / and if i tried to save him / my whole world could cave in / jus aint rite.. / jus aint rite / oh and i duno / i duno wad hes after.. / but hes so beautiful / such a beautiful disaster.. / and if i could hold on.. / thru the tears and the laughter... / would it be beautiful? / or jus a beautiful disaster.. / hes magic and myth / as strong as what i believe / a tragedy with / more dmg than a soul should see / and do i try to change him / so hard not to blame him / hold on tight / hold on tight / im longing for love and the logical / but hes only happy hysterical / im waiting for some kind of miracle / waited so long.. / waited so long.. / hes soft to the touch / but frayed at the ends he breaks / hes nv enuff.. / and still hes more than i can take...
Beautiful Disaster - Kelly Clarkson
nice song. hehehee thats wad im feeling now too. =)
im going crazy!!! ryan u're driving me nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid son of mine. why are u my son? see la. im going so crazy. u and yu yeng both driving me crazy!!!! omg im going to end up in mental hosp!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sht why am i missing him again?!?!?! im suppose to get him off my mind. GET LOST U FREAK!! GET OUT OF MY MIND!!!! U'RE DRIVING ME NUTS TOO!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH
